Today was hard. I sometimes worry that D and I have become strangers after working opposite hours for the past few years. We went for a drive today and it just felt flat and strained. I can't seem to say anything right. I guess in a marriage you can't be in sync all the time, it's just so lonely as there is no one to talk to about it. Most people's reaction you'll get past it. I am so scared of becoming a divorce statistic. The one thing I never want to be but I can understand how easily it can happen. People grow apart and take different paths in lives. How do you make sure you stay on the same path? What is the recipe for a successful marriage? My parents didn't have one. They stayed together for all the wrong reasons and rarely had a nice word to say about each other. It tool my dad's death for my Mum to appreciate him. Maybe today is just a blue day. Things will probably look much better in the morning. One can hope.
D and I had a good time last weekend in Hastings, so it's not a total washout. I am probably just being a drama queen and over analysing the situation.
Why has my cat gone nuts all of a sudden?
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